I had my Math class last night and we got back our Mid term exam, I got a B!
Oh my goodness am I excited! Granted I could have done better if I understood one part of it, I do need to figure that out but I will take that grade. I have done really well on all the home work assignments getting almost a perfect score on all..
My teacher gave us a take home quiz there is like 50 math problems we need to do, all involving fractions. And a few word problems ( I hate those). On top of our Homework assignment that is due after spring break. (no classes next week) SO much for a break. I also have to study for my Psychology exam That we have after Break. I need to do well on this, after failing the first and getting a B on the second ( i get my grade today for the third one, fingers crossed!!) Im so nervous! I need to get at least a C in this class and a B in Math!
Im already so tired but I have to study like 12 hours per class.. which is hard.
Still going through the ropes with Financial aid. I mailed in some paperwork on Tuesday, my moms tax forms and stupid stuff like that. I did not want to involve her not to mention how long it took for her to get those forms to me. I have kids I should not need her information, but after fighting I guess Im just caving in. They need her stuff, so here it goes. I hope I find out soon what will happen for this semester and next semester. I want to get this done, I do not want to take a semester off.
Well I have to get to class.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Tomorrow is my Birthday
On a happier note ( I guess) haha
March 13th is my "official" 21st Birthday.
If you would have asked me when I was 16, Where would I be at 21?.. hmm
I would most likely say Not in school. I hated school when I was 16, actually I kind of stopped going to school around then.
I dropped out around 16-17 Cant remember really. I was a loner, not sure if I really chose that though. Looking back now, I could see why people talked about me and started rumors. I was a mystery! I rarely spoke up or raised my hand, Did not have many friends. I was bullied, so very much. Seeing all these News stories about kids killing them self over bullies really breaks my heart now.
I was very sad, I was severely depressed but I had no idea why. That was just who I was for as long as I can remember. My memories start around 7 or 8 beyond that I get nothing, believe me I try. I hated Birthday parties, family gatherings, everything. If you asked my mother where I would be at my birthday she would answer "In her bedroom"!
There was definitely something up with me, I still do not know what.
I try to put that behind me, but hey I still am that person.
Well Here is to NOT spending my Birthday locked in my room!
Yum. Kahlua "Cappuccino Cocktail".
March 13th is my "official" 21st Birthday.
If you would have asked me when I was 16, Where would I be at 21?.. hmm
I would most likely say Not in school. I hated school when I was 16, actually I kind of stopped going to school around then.
I dropped out around 16-17 Cant remember really. I was a loner, not sure if I really chose that though. Looking back now, I could see why people talked about me and started rumors. I was a mystery! I rarely spoke up or raised my hand, Did not have many friends. I was bullied, so very much. Seeing all these News stories about kids killing them self over bullies really breaks my heart now.
I was very sad, I was severely depressed but I had no idea why. That was just who I was for as long as I can remember. My memories start around 7 or 8 beyond that I get nothing, believe me I try. I hated Birthday parties, family gatherings, everything. If you asked my mother where I would be at my birthday she would answer "In her bedroom"!
There was definitely something up with me, I still do not know what.
I try to put that behind me, but hey I still am that person.
Well Here is to NOT spending my Birthday locked in my room!
Yum. Kahlua "Cappuccino Cocktail".
So very busy no time to post.
It has been a couple weeks I know. I have neglected myself. But I have been studying so hard. I got a B+ on my last Psychology exam and I should find out the score of the one I took Thursday this week. Math is also going pretty well. Things were a bit rocky at first, but school is going better.
I am so tired all of the time, and I can tell its not normal exhaustion. I have been tired, and this is different maybe I am just being paranoid but I do not like setting myself up. SO Until I know for sure I will believe something is wrong NOBODY can be this tired. And it started before I went back to school and before I had kids, its just getting worse as the days, weeks, and months go on. I have my good days, but even then I'm to tired to do simple things. Maybe its just Chronic fatigue in that case I hope there is something the Doctors can do. Could be anything really. I just know something is not right. No matter how much sleep on my good days 4 hours of sleep is OK and I can partly function, or some days 4, 6, 8, 10, 14 hours whatever Just does not matter at all. I am a Zombie. I was thinking maybe its just sleep deprivation.. now that's doubtful. But I am managing some how to get by day by day. I have to study like 20 hours a week for my classes for anything to actually stick however. Which is not easy having two children.
What do I do in this case, I need to go to school, I need to work but most of all I need to be with my children. I am doing this all for my children, so its all just jumbled. Time to find a Doctor, I need to get this under control.
Thanks for listening
I am going to try to post more, I feel better after I write.
I am so tired all of the time, and I can tell its not normal exhaustion. I have been tired, and this is different maybe I am just being paranoid but I do not like setting myself up. SO Until I know for sure I will believe something is wrong NOBODY can be this tired. And it started before I went back to school and before I had kids, its just getting worse as the days, weeks, and months go on. I have my good days, but even then I'm to tired to do simple things. Maybe its just Chronic fatigue in that case I hope there is something the Doctors can do. Could be anything really. I just know something is not right. No matter how much sleep on my good days 4 hours of sleep is OK and I can partly function, or some days 4, 6, 8, 10, 14 hours whatever Just does not matter at all. I am a Zombie. I was thinking maybe its just sleep deprivation.. now that's doubtful. But I am managing some how to get by day by day. I have to study like 20 hours a week for my classes for anything to actually stick however. Which is not easy having two children.
What do I do in this case, I need to go to school, I need to work but most of all I need to be with my children. I am doing this all for my children, so its all just jumbled. Time to find a Doctor, I need to get this under control.
Thanks for listening
I am going to try to post more, I feel better after I write.
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