On a happier note ( I guess) haha
March 13th is my "official" 21st Birthday.
If you would have asked me when I was 16, Where would I be at 21?.. hmm
I would most likely say Not in school. I hated school when I was 16, actually I kind of stopped going to school around then.
I dropped out around 16-17 Cant remember really. I was a loner, not sure if I really chose that though. Looking back now, I could see why people talked about me and started rumors. I was a mystery! I rarely spoke up or raised my hand, Did not have many friends. I was bullied, so very much. Seeing all these News stories about kids killing them self over bullies really breaks my heart now.
I was very sad, I was severely depressed but I had no idea why. That was just who I was for as long as I can remember. My memories start around 7 or 8 beyond that I get nothing, believe me I try. I hated Birthday parties, family gatherings, everything. If you asked my mother where I would be at my birthday she would answer "In her bedroom"!
There was definitely something up with me, I still do not know what.
I try to put that behind me, but hey I still am that person.
Well Here is to NOT spending my Birthday locked in my room!
Yum. Kahlua "Cappuccino Cocktail".
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